Queer Writers Block

The most extreme thing I have done for myself is to be quiet you all. I am so used to spreading my messages or myself thin to people who are just looking to have their battery recharged. People who don't know their power or their strength are not aware of emotional batteries or social batteries. They don't understand that it takes a strong person to truly want to be around other people who DO NOT resonate with them. As children or teens, it was easier because you are placed in forced environments. However, as one grows into adult hood, a lot of the decisions and problem solving tactics grow us out of those forced environments. We then become our own maker of life. The true controller of our board game called life. So having a fully charged battery to take on the world really means a lot. The only way anyone can truly reserve themselves for the best is to charge those batteries. Some people stay to themselves, others get pedicures. I choose to stay quiet 24/7 and only speak when...

 As a human race, I think we have all been programmed to believe that our life needs to have our full control for everything to work out. Yes, Some things do need more attention than others. Some items may need more of a hands on approach. However, it is so pure when one has the natural power to just allow things to flow in and out. Sometimes you have to just let things go as they are. I've been in a particular stage in my late 20's where I just want to do the work I need to and be quiet. I almost would like to be a mute. Like I kind of want people to gradually leave me alone so I can grow in my aura and honestly its vice versa. I have been very chatty I would say with people on apps and in my place of living. I am kind of tired and drained of the people at the moment. I am not being truly fed by people how I would like to be. However, I am really enjoying school. I am really enjoying the fact that I get to work with people who are somewhat similar to me and have a somewhat lik...