Queer Writers Block

Taking a break and looking at yourself is a true experience. I believe that introspection is the key to success. Or one of them. intropspection allows all humans to dig into what they are percieving in reality or internally. I believe as people we get lost in other people. For years, I have believed and supported others. I personally Think it’s because I too wanted the same reciprication. Sometimes, you can just invest your time in the wrong areas. It’s never about other people, it’s about how much you‘ve given to the narrative of “freindships” or “relationships”. It’s so easy to get caught up in your head or what people may say. It’s also a big distraction. many people tend to regroup and refocus so that they can create a lives of their own without having to have influence by culture, social media or even people. Being able to allow yoirself grace and growth is also another great thing. I feel like sometimes we hold space for people that has sunk into the ground. kinda like a sink hol...

  Honestly, I peeped the bullshit from the jump. I was hired on and the same day performing tasks that I wasn’t truly trained on. Then Had me train someone else on awhen I wasn’t properly trained. They fired her. I instantly felt like all the hard work and anxiety that went into me trying to train and make a difference was wasted. They had an audit going on as well. The operations director had a horrible sour attitude. I asked one of the employees that I was close to and stated, “Why does He have an attitude…Doesn’t he do this all the time?”  And she says…”oh its going to get worse’. Working in a corporate environment has been the most challenging experience to date. The experience is nothing but money driven. Having a position that really doesn't support one emotionally or mentally yet financially everything is clear. Not all money is good money. Don't let the money use you, use the money to your advantage. One will learn these things when one is burnt out of actual...