Queer and knowing enough is enough

 Honestly, I peeped the bullshit from the jump. I was hired on and the same day performing tasks that I wasn’t truly trained on. Then Had me train someone else on awhen I wasn’t properly trained. They fired her. I instantly felt like all the hard work and anxiety that went into me trying to train and make a difference was wasted. They had an audit going on as well. The operations director had a horrible sour attitude. I asked one of the employees that I was close to and stated, “Why does He have an attitude…Doesn’t he do this all the time?”  And she says…”oh its going to get worse’. Working in a corporate environment has been the most challenging experience to date. The experience is nothing but money driven. Having a position that really doesn't support one emotionally or mentally yet financially everything is clear. Not all money is good money. Don't let the money use you, use the money to your advantage. One will learn these things when one is burnt out of actually assisting every ones needs without having clear direction. Working in corporate environments ran by nepotism is the worst feeling ever. Especially when you are true entrepreneur of my own. The supervisor is petty and insecure. So the supervisor makes decisions off of her emotions, rather than being a leader in a work environment. She is choosing to be the power hungry maniac that they are trying to proclaim her to be via the reviews on the company website.  

  It all started in 2024. In 2024, I received the job as an admin. Assistant to a therapy company based in Atlanta. They have been running business for 30 years. The first day of training, I was informed to start working on a program called Apex. I wasn't trained by the person hired to train me and I wasn't informed of truly any duties to execute as I was being trained. I was giving a sheet that had a list of requirements. I just jumped right in and didn't ask any questions. Mind you the lady that was working prior to me only had been there for like 1 or 2 weeks. She was hired on as a friend to help her save face from all the Personal Assistant disappointments she has created do to her controlling nature. Mind you she has had 6 assistance in the last 6 months in 2023 prior to my arrival February of 2024. So, I started to feel off when She started to give me tasks and send me emails that would be referenced as office bullying. Of course I documented and kept all receipts. I then started to get belittled by her emails suggesting that I wasn't doing my job and insinuating that my job wasn't complete. She had been talking about me to other employees and did not communicate anything to me. She informed an employee that I couldn't eat in her office during lunch, when I am not supposed to be supervised during lunch. She went to another employee and stated "WHO JUST LEAVES WITHOUT SAYING BYE..." The employee had to come tell me all these things. I was so confused, disappointed and hurt. I no longer wanted to work at this company and this is where my job search truly began. I had a meeting with my supervisor in Later December/ early January. When she sent an email stating that I wasn't performing my job duties, while CC'ing HR. I simply replied with I am performing the tasks as asked. I send my updated to do list and etc. I feel like you are bullying me about my position and we can discuss this tomorrow." In the discussion, she didn't own up to anything. She sat behind her desk with her unprofessional hair and dress speaking in a confrontational tone. I didn't yell but I matched her energy. I pulled out every receipt from emails to text messages. I also brought up her discussing me behind my back to other employees. I did not like that. I took accountability for my actions but she didn't and thats when I knew I no longer liked her or the way she ran her company. The HR director wasn't any help. Because she is family she picks My previous supervisor over anyone. She stated that there seems to be a communication issue and referenced that "one can't read tone in an email." I lied and said "ok" to agree to keep the job but in actuality, I didn't and I was on my way out. I never felt like I was apart and I never will. I made a mistake to attaching and subscribing to these people. Presently, I will be leaving this job. I have to find a way to be a better person emotionally and build boundaries so I wont have these feelings at work again. Oh! During the meeting, The HR director also said that "they wanted me to do the work and that's it." So I started documenting and doing the work. I didn't change, I became more professional and reserved. I started to watch how everyone was moving. I didn't appreciate how isolated I had felt after It was informed to me that I had to be friendly in the office, yet I wasn't receiving the same energy. So I decided to leave immediately. EVERYONE at this office talks shit about one another and smile in their face. I am trying to work  and do my job but these people don't have lives and only rely on this as their source. I see life totally different and thats ok. I have made a mistake by even becoming involved and I wish I was aware of the actual need so I could have avoided all of these people. I am so grateful that I am aware now. I can't make the same mistakes, I have to move forward. I want no part of this company after I am done. I am going to make sure that I am moving strategically to put me in a better work environment. I am thankful for the opportunity, the people i did build and network with, the experience and the growth. I am not thankful for the treatment and belittling I received due to her higher stature in the corporate environment. I don't feel like this is healthy for anyone. I am writing this to wade people away from this company. I will not say the names nor the companies names. However, if you read this in great details one will figure it out. I just want to make people aware that, follow god and your heart. When those things align nothing can defeat you or take that away from you. You are important as well. 

xoxo