Queer and Being Scammed in Atlanta

I am so disappointed in myself. I just got scammed out of some money that I thought would change my life. I whopping to recieve a car today so that I can fullfill my dreams. I ended up getting scammed by a lady. Im so hurt. So now Im just over being here in general. My life has been in shambles since I have lived here. Im jjst ready for the really good part where I have worked hard to make a difference in my owm life. my feelings are hurt and they are warranted. but this post is to protect others and to of course express myself to those who can understand. Don’t send deposits, Don’t send anything. Only send money if you have seen the car or if you have rode in the vehicle. This kind of makes me sad in a way. I was hopinb and praying to be able to supprt myself and have somethinv of my own. But im obviously not getting that. So yeah. Instead of crying about it. I bought a pair of shoes. im just so tired of the bullshit. But it’s all good. Just for those who are queer Black americans, be safe in your space. Protect yourself. If I could literally leave everything and everyone behind, Iwould. i just really want to disappear. Ive been asking god for this for years and I was sitting here thinkinb at jury duty.…. This living thing gets worse and worse. i just think im tired of living a life that doesnt make any since to me. So im just going to look for opportunities and just do whatever. Im just over it. I really am. be safe in atlanta.

after my next post about the election, i will be taking a break from everything and everyone.


xoxo

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