Queer and wanting change for my family

I feel so bad right now. I feel as though I am aware ofnwhat my duty is now. You ever was around your mom or your family and hated that they have to work? I dont know if thats specifically for those who have a business owner mindset. However, just realizing that you don’want your immediate family to work any 9-5‘s literally makes me wonder as to what i can do do better to take them out ot these positions. It’s almost embarassing to see people nag and tall to them about things at their age. My goal Is not to see my mother work for the rest of her life. My goal is not ro see my siblings work after they graduate. I just really want my family to be black excellence. I want to continue the legacy of my grandfather. Even though i am not of the Trent seed, I truly feel in my heart that i am here to create a legacy and path that adheres to both my fathers side and my mothers side. I just want better and I have to be bigger than my traumas. I am trying my best to grow over those issues or to unroot the problems and help my roots grow. Spirtually, I just want better for my family. I dont think working for others is our dream. For all of those reading, do you see yourself working in the next 5 years? Do you feel like you want to help save your Family finacially? Are you sub conconsiously putting those parts of your traumas away or tackling as you try to reach a better finacial freesom? All in all, I pray that I and my readers can become so succesful that we can wake up and go right back to sleep because everything is taken care of Finacially. I pray that we find our “money circle”. I pray that our money cirlce allows us to legally funnel money theough each other and become huge percentiles in one anothess lives. In your sons mame god, i do pray amen.



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