Queer and Wanting God to Transition you from the Negative Boss and People at Work

     It so hard dealing with people who are negative and horrible humans. It's even worse when you have to work for someone who is the source of the lame and lazy actions carried out by the workers around you. They love to blame the new people or the youth for their issues. The problem isn't the workers the problem is the source, the CEO. It all starts from the beginning. The affect of information and how things are ran trickle down to those who have authority over those who seek them for support. For all the CEO's who are black or gay Americans, You need to read this. If you are treating your staff horrible because you are stressed you are a horrible person and I wouldn't want to work for you or your company either. The fact that you cant seperate your personal life from work is so sick and unwise. You are not a good example for those to come. Everyone is stressed. Everyone has shit going on. You are not important just because you have shit to do. Working is suppose to be an amazing experience that builds character for employees. We are suppose to set the tone and set the standard for those who seek leadership. Due to y'all being so stuck in your ways, especially if you are seasoned or were given this role and didn't have to work for anything to build the company. I am tired of dealing with horrible humans. Thats all god. I pray for the day you move me in a space where my people are the center of my success. I am praying that you place me with my core group instead of those who cant see beyond their circumstances and put others in their bullshit. I just want peace and where I work now is not peaceful. I am making the changes to plant the seeds necessary for my future. I do not see myself in Georgia either so I have been planting seeds in other places hoping that joy tree sprouts. I am watering my life in a way where no one will be able to maintain my garden. I avoid all the other people with the best shades of my life. I don't entertain the monsters that live at my job. I literally do not speak to them because they are such a disappointment. But there is so much more power in waiting and staying silent. Making irrational decisions will  cause bad outcomes. When one makes irrational decisions they are forcing a false narrative that was not written. This is what they call straying from the path. I am waiting for god to move me and open the doors for me. I know it won't come from this job. I know it will come as a stepping stone after my lesson and job is done here. I can't wait. I will never look back. I dont believe in wasting my time in a space where I could be profitable somewhere else and actually genuinely appreciated outside of materialism. Its so sad that people really fall for the pizza parties and sad ass gifts that don't amount to the raise you are qualified for. Those materialistic items don't account for how someone treats you. Its like a relationship that has turned abusive. If seasoned people took accountability for their own actions and actually face the truth, there wouldn't be any issue. But its the seasoned individuals who burn their bridge with the most important people, the youth. Y'all talk that hot shit but yall really don't be on shit yourselves. How about teach the younger people the proper way and also understand and embody the new ideals and identities. I am not here to preach or teach anyone. I am not here to make anyone feel better. I am her etc talk and spread my opinion hoping that this will change whoever's life that is reading. So, I pray this shall end for me and who ever is going through the same things. I am choosing jobs pertaining to my career path and what I am interested in. I am looking at positions that will transcend me from one part of my life to the most beautiful parts I have imagined. if you are experiencing this transition phase and the issues at work, How are you handling it? Are you praying for changing and planting seeds to make change? Have you found yourself searching for jobs that pertain to your happiness instead of others? Are you basing your job search on money or the quality of your time? 

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