Queer and Falling into place.

 Solange said to 

Fall in your ways, so you can crumble, Fall in your ways, so you can sleep at night

Fall in your ways, so you can wake up and rise. 

I also believe that as well. I am tired of feeling angry and upset about things I can't control. I find myself looking at a situation and making it the end all be all. I just feel like I don't do much to receive the flack that I have been given at this job or in any group. I just want to write, love, live life, have fun and forget about all these other people that I have to unfortunately work with. I really am gearing myself up for the next phase in my life and career. I have a friend who has introduced me to an amazing mentor by the name of Tiffany. As you all may not know, My mother's name is Tiffany. Tiffany the name is defined as manifestation of god or revelation of god. This makes me feel so much more comfortable. She's a christian woman, a writer and an editor. This is my dream to be taken under the wings of someone who can actually assist and help me with becoming a true percentile of my life so that I can continue to make others percentiles. I want to be able to reach the audience that I have always dreamed of reaching. I want to be able to love my kids and hopefully a husband that understands my dreams and wishes to explore and be so free. Anyways, for anyone to reach their dreams, they have to fall into place, so they can rise again. I have to be able to really just find my voice somewhere else. I don't want to be here locked up in this world of hurt or anger either. We deserve to have a great time to love and fellowship. I just want to be happy ing my late 20's all the way to 100's. I am tired of these feelings. I am tired of holding on to these people. Peace is all I am looking for. To all my queer and black American readers, do you fall into place so you can rise? What does that statement mean to you? 

xoxoxoxo

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