Queer and Not staying at one job/ I got dreams bitch

 Greetings, 

I am back with another segment of my fuckin thoughts. How yall doing? I am just here about to arrive at this pitfall of a job. Who cares I am not going to be here for long. I will be leaving very very soon. They won't ever catch me out of a position. But they will have to fire me. So I will be moving forward in a new direction. I am still looking for a job and also still moving to LA. I plan to visit very soon. I will. be stacking my money and getting the fuck on. Lmao. I want to love and grow in my new craft and I want to give yall a different perspective of my life from a different environment. I want to be able to do my own thing and have fun doing it. I want to be free and meet people and get the fuck on. I cant wait to get a part time job or a fuck time job that can benefit and help me get to the next level in my life but I am either going to have to get fired from here or transition into new opportunity. I am keeping myself on the jibing board because I will not allow this company to take my dream away. No one is motivated to work for people who are incompetent themselves. So, I know that all jobs will be like this until I realize that the jobs are just to make money. I stopped caring about this one a long time ago. It's for many reasons: communication, organization, talking behind employees backs, and disgruntle employees throughout the company. Even the HR department is in shambles. My dream is to leave them behind and not build any connections with them. However, use the company to your advantage. for example, I am only staying here and doing this work until I find another position some where else. In the mean time, I will use this company for all the resources that they have. I will make sure that I complete school and move forward in a positive way that benefits me and my future. I mean they want me around but I don't want to be around. I think I see my value before my eyes and my dreams get closer and closer everyday. 

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