Queer Writers Block

 I am so concerned and y'all should be too. Like its so sad to see America do the same exact things they had been doing for years. The government is not for American people. The government is exactly what they describe it as. The government is ment to govern the people. Due to the false ideals that we are democratic people really feel like they have a voice.... Y'all we are just voting. NOW when it comes to the electoral college, senates and congress... we have a lot to say in those departments but the presidency is not truly in our favor, especially being a minority. I have completely lost hope in America and those who still support this as a country who believes in all the American people. How can 1-100 people make decisions for millions, they can't. It just doesn't make sense. Also, the way that they are going about it is insane. Promoting deportation, signing off on bills that continue racism and Jim Crow.... it's all so wild. Cutting medicaid so that people can...

 Solange said to  Fall in your ways, so you can crumble ,  Fall in your ways, so you can sleep at night Fall in your ways, so you can wake up and rise .  I also believe that as well. I am tired of feeling angry and upset about things I can't control. I find myself looking at a situation and making it the end all be all. I just feel like I don't do much to receive the flack that I have been given at this job or in any group. I just want to write, love, live life, have fun and forget about all these other people that I have to unfortunately work with. I really am gearing myself up for the next phase in my life and career. I have a friend who has introduced me to an amazing mentor by the name of Tiffany. As you all may not know, My mother's name is Tiffany. Tiffany the name is defined as manifestation of god or revelation of god. This makes me feel so much more comfortable. She's a christian woman, a writer and an editor. This is my dream to be taken under the wings of ...

 I think the key thing to anyones success is a healthy balanced life. Apart of a well balanced life comes with strong boundaries. The boundaries that we embody and create for others and situations can help one keep a clear focus on their goals. As people we have the authority to set boundaries to show other what and what one will not tolerate. I feel like a lot of people, not just queer, have this feeling that they need to give and not receive or give and not look to receive. There are some that receive and don't look to give as well. But for one to have a healthy give and take situation, one must understand that you have to set the boundaries. I also feel like in any relationship queer individuals have a hard time understanding tolerance and when one isn't tolerant. All queer/lesbian/gay individuals have experienced where heterosexuals tend to tolerate us yet we accept them with open arms. Now this isn't for all hetero people. Many do accept us, however for those who just ...

 Greetings,  I am coming to you with an open heart.I am coming to you to let you know how tired I am of working for people and working at this job. I know y'all get tired of me saying this but it's truly draining. I feel exhausted everyday dealing with all these peoples emotions. I just want to work in an environment that exists only for business purposes. I really want to be left alone emotionally. I get tired of dealing with a lot of everyone. The only people who bring me joy here are my family and the guy Im opening my mind and heart to. It upsets me to tears that I put myself around these people. I feel even more hurt that sometimes I question god and my own path. It hurts my heart to question one of the only spiritual entities that have carried me so far through the sand. I absolutely despise my thoughts. The thoughts and feelings that I am being ignored or the feeling that my dream doesn't amount to anything. But out of all of gods creation, why do I think I am specia...

 Greetings,  I am back with another segment of my fuckin thoughts. How yall doing? I am just here about to arrive at this pitfall of a job. Who cares I am not going to be here for long. I will be leaving very very soon. They won't ever catch me out of a position. But they will have to fire me. So I will be moving forward in a new direction. I am still looking for a job and also still moving to LA. I plan to visit very soon. I will. be stacking my money and getting the fuck on. Lmao. I want to love and grow in my new craft and I want to give yall a different perspective of my life from a different environment. I want to be able to do my own thing and have fun doing it. I want to be free and meet people and get the fuck on. I cant wait to get a part time job or a fuck time job that can benefit and help me get to the next level in my life but I am either going to have to get fired from here or transition into new opportunity. I am keeping myself on the jibing board because I will...

 I missed you guys so much. I really have been just living life and going through the motions figuring myself and things out. I have been very silent in how I move and I even tried some things to see if I was that same person I was. Recently, I have been thinking about my writing purpose. As my ideas grew so has my artistic humbleness. It's like I started to see what my life is for what it is and the moments I get bored, I either write or I sleep. I take the time out to expand my thoughts so that I can grow in my writing or I relax my mind so that I can use it wisely. I take my time creating something potent and worth wild. Working on projects that matter to me, really have changed my prospective on how I move as a person, Friend, individual, artist, family, and worker. It's like as you refine yourself artistically, you start to isolate yourself in a protective way. It's literally like the cycle of a butterfly. Imagine being a caterpillar, just consuming for change. As a ca...

        I don't like a lot of individuals who are 35 and up and let me tell you why. It's not because of your age or your era. You all have lived through amazing eras of life. It's about your mindset. This is to make you upset and this is to challenge your way of thinking. Some background about myself. My mother, father, boss, coworkers are all this age and have lived through these eras. I am noticing a couple of patterns between all of you adults who are at this age in y'all's life. Y'all don't take accountability for shit. Y'all talk to much shit to not have changed shit in the past couple of years. Furthermore, you all completely disregard the youth as if we were the mistake that happened to America. Let me explain this to you, you are the mistake of your parents. You didn't change a thing and kept passing on your trauma and issues to the kids you had. Then expect us to just know how to make change and be better people yet yall never provide suppo...